The follow up as i promised

Alright hey all

I was gonna wait this weekend to let loose my human side, but eh, I'm bored and in class and no time like the present. I realize my last rant had a little bit of a psychotic or to put it in slightly better terms, somewhat of a terse nature.

Every human has two sides to him, two alter-ego's if you will, hm how do i put this in perspective, people have a good side and a bad side, a light side and a dark side.....today I'll focus almost entirely on the good side......though I should point out all those of you who deny that they have that bad side to them, or that they have never harbored some kind of "bad" feeling are all pathological hypocritical liars.

And anyways how would one define bad.......is bad just a nonsensical term that you do-gooders use to make us outcasts, to make us pariahs of an organized society that demands we conform to it's norms or else....I define bad as something that affects another person in a way that harms them and not yourself

For instance, if you smoke, your just hurting yourself, but never ever smoke near someone who is a non smoker, your endangering their health. You obviously need that smoke really bad, go ahead and take one, you deserve every bit of that nicotine and tobacco to relax you, but don't ...for the love of everything that's good on God's green earth don't harm that other person. Same goes for alcohol or MJ or whatever the heck it is you use to lighten yourself up. But that also doesn't mean all you self righteous fatuous parasites have any right to criticize the people who do ingest these substances.......if they don't affect you in any way you can crawl right back into that hole you came from, we don't need any sort of fustigation from you whatsoever.

Okay I'm digressing like I always do.

Like I said, I have a good side too, just like everyone else, it just remains dormant whenever it needs to be, after all I have conditioned myself that way. You see.....when you let that side come out way too much, what do you get, people who use you in every way possible and then pull a Quisling on you. I'm not suggesting you become a complete asshole or a bitch.....all I'm saying is there is absolutely no need to pander to and slave for those sybarites and sycophants that are commonplace in your everyday life.

Once again I digress....yes at one point in my life I used to be a good guy, always helpful, always jumping at the opportunity to stand by and listen to other people's bs to help them feel better. Then something that i don't care to mention yet happened and now surprise surprise, that side lies buried. But that still doesn't mean I won't stop to help someone who i feel is in desperate need of help and who i feel won't rely on me too heavily in the future to bail them out again. I used to be that kind of guy who'd feel bad if a friend felt bad, well doesn't really go that way anymore for anyone except my best mate. Years of experience have taught me never to trust anyone again so easy, for once again, humans perform exceptionally well when it comes to toying around with another human's emotions.

Always remember, before you do something, think hard....will you gain something out of it? if yes by all means go ahead and do it, if all your getting out of it is just an unfeeling thanks, then drop it like a hot potato. So yes, through my words I appear to be cold, unfeeling, almost as if I was made of stone.....maybe I just want the world to think of it that way.

Arrivederci

Jason